When the life woven in streaks of dreams
craft patterns blending colors for tomorrow,
my memories from the past melts
along with the mist, past my faded vision.
My thoughts, like the waves that erase foot prints
never stop caressing my mind, to hold the bloom for ever.
My heart, like the reflections on dew drops
never stop following light, kindling the flare within
Like a lone child building the castle on the shore
far from the tide and the lingering wind,
hoping the night will drop its jewels over
I sit waiting in the shade left by the wise.
and ......
When I see the moon in full glory
Making mystic shadows on the flower buds eager to bloom
And the leaves start to stir the air making breeze that loom
To kiss me and hug me with its amorous wings
Slipping me in to a delusion, If I am for certain or in a dream
Making mystic shadows on the flower buds eager to bloom
And the leaves start to stir the air making breeze that loom
To kiss me and hug me with its amorous wings
Slipping me in to a delusion, If I am for certain or in a dream
Saturday, December 28, 2019
Amazon Book Link/reviews - https:/www.amazon.com/dp/B07T182TPP/
The novel follows Nila, a young woman from South Asian (India), as she relocates to the United States in an arranged marriage on a H4-dependent (spouse of an H1B work visa holder) visa. The story unfolds as she learns a new, unexpected culture and tries to hold on to her own. Each chapter is the representation of different events in her life that exposes the cultural mindsets of people from that region to the western world. The story is set in both, US and India allow the readers to experience the Immigrant mindset. Social issues like religious extremism, exploitation of tech workers and domestic abuse are also elegantly knitted into the plot. The pages of this inspiring book also hold the secret to finding true happiness in the midst of struggles in our daily lives. Novel also attempts to promote a greater understanding between cultures and facilitate friendships between diverse groups, thereby removing the fear incited from ignorance. Book is independently published by Potter’s Wheel Publishing House and is is available on Amazon in Kindle, Paperback and in Audible formats.
Saturday, December 29, 2018
Tuesday, August 29, 2017
Saturday, December 31, 2016
Happy New Year message...
A
New Year message...
Rowena
Kincaid was a true fighter and a brave woman who had
terminal cancer and lived on a “borrowed time”. She was expected
to live only few months and have survived more than a year that too
with an attitude that no fear or death could beat. She
showed us what it's like knowing one only have months left to live.
She raised awareness about the diversity of terminal diseases and
about how people live with them day-to-day. In fact in her own
words“You pass people in the street and would never know anything
was wrong. But behind the surface, there’s hardship and heartache
and laughter and life. That is what I want to show the world.”
What
was really amazing was a letter she wrote to be read at her funeral.
It is indeed a true gift that she gave us all before passing away in
September 2016. While we are getting ready for a new year, I am
sharing with you an excerpts from her message
A
list of the life lessons:
- Be forever kind to yourself. Know your body and listen to your gut instincts at all times.
- Follow what it tells you and have faith in what you feel from it, it's there to protect you.
- Acknowledge your weaknesses, as to do so is also a strength. To fight them or focus on them is a waste of time. So concentrate on the positives, then more positivity and strength will come your way.
- Remember a problem is only as big as you make it, no matter how bad it seems there are always solutions, and can always be overcome. It will only last as long as you allow it to.
- You can do what ever you dream. Don't stop yourself from living it, as it will only be you that does - You are the boss of your life, you have more control than you realize.
- Slow down sometimes and look around. Life does move fast and time is not your friend.
- Make time for the small things, the things we take for granted, as you will be surprised how good that feels. Do that thing you've always wanted to do, why wait?
- Love, but don't fall in love with the idea of love.
- Everyone you meet in your life will teach you something, whether they are in it for a short time, or forever. What they teach you, in time, you will see is a gift.
- Always and never forget; to believe in yourself.
I
wish you all a Happy New
Another
year is in our memory. Let us welcome the new year, another chance to
follow our dreams and be happy.
Happy
New Year!
Cyril Mukalel
Sunday, April 3, 2016
Look Up From Your Smart Phone - A song for all with a heart to LOVE
Thursday, March 24, 2016
Thursday, March 3, 2016
Taking Risk Brings Opportunities
Two things I thought would never happen in my life are
Painting and Singing in public. Though I will never venture risking myself with
the latter, I attempted painting with the persuasion from my artist
Sister-in-law. I had the option to pass it or face it, but I am glad I took the
challenge. I always worried my straight lines were crooked and circles where
hardly even close to an ellipse. While I was in middle school, I could never
draw the map of India better than a cashew fruit with nut hung upside down.
Life brings opportunities; we have two choices, either shy
away or follow our guts to conquer the fear of failure. Memory is designed to
erase a thousand failures with one success, and every success follows our
footsteps pushing us to do more.
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English Misc. Writings
Sunday, December 27, 2015
Tuesday, October 6, 2015
Thursday, July 23, 2015
Sunday, March 1, 2015
Thursday, January 1, 2015
Wednesday, November 12, 2014
Saturday, September 21, 2013
Story of the Elephant Legged God
After two days of hectic travel by foot through mountainous tropical forest, Guna and his Mother Kamala reached the village of Kosavi before sunset. Animal sacrifices and prayers to thank the God for Guna’s return ended immediately. Soon the mountains echoed to the rhythm from a myriad of drums and horns. Plumes of smoke swirled over the mountains from burning camphor and frankincense to welcome their new leader, their Messiah! ________ The village of Kosavi is an isolated plateau located in the middle of the picturesque Western Ghats mountain ranges in Southern India. For several centuries, no one knew that such a place existed. To villagers on other sides of the mountain ranges, someone living in the middle of the thick forest amongst dangerous wild animals and aggressive cobras was unthinkable. Not even the bravest and the most adventurous hunters had dared to set foot in the dangerous forest so far away from their villages. Thus, this Kosavi community sustained itself independently and far from every other civilization. The Kosavians had developed acres of farmland that grew rice and vegetables in surplus. The forest streams never ran out of fish, nor did the valleys got short of wild game for them to feed on. But the villagers lived from generation to generation in superstition and ignorance under the influence of a lineage of wicked village priests. The village priest had the final say on everything. His decisions were unquestionable. Through his scare tactics, the present priest even curbed the influence of Swami, the wise old man among the locals. “Going near him will make you possessed. He is the messenger of evil.” That is what he said about Swami. But the people of Kosavi sought Swami’s advice secretly. They knew he was the only one who could predict eclipses and storms accurately. The Village Priest hated him as Swami questioned his malicious practices and decisions that were based on selfish motives. The whole village market was scattered with thousands of boulders of varying size. Guna strode slowly, moving one foot at a time towards the largest of those. He struggled to climb, lift his massive leg and feet that looked like giant sea turtles with five heads. But the people watched him with reverence and respect as he climbed. His supersized leg had several small and big growths hanging down like the thousand-breasted demon goddess of the jungle. The red and black marks on the growths resembled the human skull necklace around the neck of the Goddess. Some villagers moved close to offer him help in climbing. They even thought, touching his stuffed skin bags would bring blessings to them and to their offspring. Guna looked back and signaled by an ominous look to warn them to stay away. They witnessed the intense anger still in him for the horrible deeds the villagers did to him and to his mother. Like an angry king, Guna proclaimed, “Elephantiasis that is what the doctor from the city said. A parasitic worm from a mosquito bite caused this swelling! I have not been cursed! And I am not possessed by demons!” Now villagers bowed their heads in shame. One by one, they kneeled before him on the rough and rocky village square. Tears rolled down their cheeks and fell on the ground to wash away the guilt of misdeeds done through serving the wicked priest. This surprising event and the Godlike persona came upon Guna after going through incredible suffering and pain induced by the cruel village priest. The animosity of the village priest towards Guna and his mother had started some years ago. Guna’s father Shiva was one of the greatest hunters of the Kosavi. His eyes were as intense as burning coal. No animal could withstand for more than a few seconds a stare from Shiva before they would turn and run away. But then Shiva disappeared during a hunting trip. After three days, some hunters found his headless body near the Sivagiri Hills on the banks of Periyar River. “It was the callous Chempuli, the malevolent big cat. Only he has the wicked brain to trick and kill a hunter like Shiva. He is dangerous and dead set on eating human flesh,” Said the soft-spoken Swami who knew so well the forest and its dwellers. “No! It’s the Mountain Goddess who sucked his blood and fed him to the beasts. He crossed into her divine territory where no human is allowed,” Priest said as he shivered with anger. “And the only way to please her is to make the widow and her child my slaves.” He then laughed as violently as the roaring wild wind. That night Guna and his mother grabbed all their belongings and fled. They tramped through the thick forest to find a place where they could live peacefully. After a time, they reached a land late at night from which they could hear the roar of the ocean and could breathe in the calmness of a fresh breeze. They slept under a tree. When they woke up in the morning, they saw tiny lakes and wetlands everywhere. The good villagers there offered them shelter. The villagers were in fact happy to see the new migrants moving in. People had been leaving the place, in fear of a frightening pandemic disease presently affecting the villagers, something which resulted in the people there suffering enormous swelling of their limbs, an affliction that never went away. The choice seemed to be running away or living in fear. After a few months of living in the marshy land, Guna’s feet started swelling until it looked like an elephant’s feet. Frightened Kamala told her son “Maybe this land is not for us. Even if we must struggle, we should return to our old village.” And soon they began the long journey back to Kosavi. As they approached the village Priest saw them and started yelling. “The cursed ones are here! The ones who scorned the Mountain Goddess. Stone them to death!” After the wise man Swami mediated, he agreed on reducing the punishment. Guna must live on top of the balding mountains having no shade from sunshine or protection from rain. During day time, he should roll big boulders to the top of the mountain. His mother was sentenced to feed them by begging leftovers from the villagers. His feet bulging day by day, Guna ignored hot sun and pelting rain and continued to push the stones one by one up to the top of the mountain. Now as the days passed by, village children started to disappear. Villagers were led to suspect that it was the widow and her son was behind these disappearances. Villagers took turns and secretly watched Guna and his mother. And in doing so, they witnessed the truth. One evening, some villagers watching saw a tiger coming from the forest by the Bolding Mountain pass. And in a few hours, the village priest’s only son disappeared. The village priest, in trying to save his child, lost his own leg to the tiger. The frightened villagers ran to Swami for help. He knew only someone who can see the tiger from the hill can help to scare the tiger away. He used that opportunity to help Guna and his mother. “The true God is punishing you for listening to the wicked priest,” he told them, “and for praying to the evil Mountain Goddess. Repent and pray for mercy. Plead for the widow and her son to forgive you” The villagers went up to cry for help from Guna on the mountain, pleading to him for mercy. He ignored them and kept stroking his blemished elephant leg. But that evening, when the sun hid behind the faraway tall trees, Guna waited patiently on the hill for the tiger’s arrival. When it was close to midnight and in the darkness, he saw two shiny eyes coming from the forest. He waited for the tiger to be right below where he stood; and at the perfect moment, he began pushing down the mighty boulders one by one. The panicked tiger paused for a moment to look at the direction of attack, and then turned back to race. But the heavy rocks moved more rapidly than his legs and crushed the big cat to death. Meanwhile the villagers heard what sounded like the mountain come crashing down on them in the night, and they ran for their lives. But the next day, when they came back to see their losses, they couldn’t believe their eyes. The lifeless tiger lay beneath a boulder. And Swami, who had not left the village the night before, was smiling when he came forward. “Guna is our savior!” he told the people. “He saved us from the anger of God. He has now gone to the big city to find a doctor to check his leg. Let us pray until he returns -and celebrate when he is back.” The villagers lived happily ever after under Guna, the elephant-legged village chief. If you ever get a chance to visit the village of Kosavi do not miss it. You will see a temple for Lord Guna on top of the hill. Join the happy villagers and devotees to take part in the ritual of rolling big boulders to the top of the mountain to please God Guna. The God with the elephant leg! And of course no tiger dared to come down from the forest to Kosavi village ever again!
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English Stories
My Dream: Falling Angels (Poem)
Some Dreams.., I never want to be awake I pray the night never end, leaving the stars to shine forever Some Dreams.., I never want the day to break I know, it's torment moments would haunt me forever Some say the remnants of the past Make joyous pearls in the brain folds for the present To me it’ is the reflections of memories from the future Breadcrumbs dropped, deceiving elusive realities to come Wingless Angels falling from the heavens Drenching the clouds on its way in blood Oceans merging in rages, submerging the mountains Tears from the skies causing the rivers to flood I feel I'm just a thought, I'm lost in someone’s mind Gathering pain for unknown losses to come by I drift in the wind, a sparrow amongst the dragons Waiting to be swallowed by stark naked skies My eyes, staring beyond the rain clouds to see the impending My heart, a candle unnoticed, burns in the day light, My face leans forward, blending tears of last raindrops falling I hear a whisper from within, powering my spirit You are not alone, foregone are the days forlorn Pain in your soul will never ever in wane Together our hearts will beat for us to move on Together we will share our grief and pain While my ears listen to the song of comfort Like the tender breeze that kisses to bloom the rose buds My heart lingers to carry the fragrance of tranquility Angels circle above turning fallen wings to colorful clouds
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English Poems
പനിനീർ പൂവ് (കവിത) /Malayalam Poem
കാർമുകിലിൻ മനമുരുകി
ഓർമകളിൽ നനവായി
കരയാൻ മറന്നൊരു കിളിപോലെ
തിരയുന്നു ഞാൻ അറിയാതാരെയോ
വിട ചൊല്ലിയ സൂര്യന്റെ മിഴിനീർ
കടലിൻ തിരയായി വന്ന സന്ധ്യയിൽ
അറിയാതണഞ്ഞ കാറ്റിൻ കുളിരിൽ
പറയാത്ത വാക്കിൻ ധ്വനിയായി ഞാൻ
നിറങ്ങൾ മായുന്ന സ്മൃതിയിൽ
നിനവായി വന്ന നിലാവിൽ
വിരിയും പനിനീർ പൂവേ നീ
പാടൂ എനിക്കായി ഒരു പ്രേമഗാനം
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Malayalam Poems
Sunday, September 15, 2013
Rain Drops
Livid sky made beautiful drain drops
Gravid. Bearing the pain, holding breath
Waning to emptiness
Letting its soul rain into destiny
Gobbling down its verve
The hungry minds drowned in it.
Meager ones, cursed each other,
And, then drowned hungry
Orphaned dewdrops unnerved
Looked for a place to hide.
Shaking, leaves wept in the wind
Praying for the sun to come on its side
Raindrop the tear of the bygone
Seed for the impending,
Fruit of the existing
Unable to cry, Looked in to itself
Saw a new cloud forming within
Its strengthening heartbeat, kept erasing past
Gravid. Bearing the pain, holding breath
Waning to emptiness
Letting its soul rain into destiny
Gobbling down its verve
The hungry minds drowned in it.
Meager ones, cursed each other,
And, then drowned hungry
Orphaned dewdrops unnerved
Looked for a place to hide.
Shaking, leaves wept in the wind
Praying for the sun to come on its side
Raindrop the tear of the bygone
Seed for the impending,
Fruit of the existing
Unable to cry, Looked in to itself
Saw a new cloud forming within
Its strengthening heartbeat, kept erasing past
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English Poems
Dreams
Every night differs,
So are the dreams they bring.
The shades of the darkness
Add depth to its quiver.
Dark colors, Light colors
They just create the mood.
Fuzzy figures and blurry faces,
Props and characters
They never wait to dissolve in to memory.
But some faces linger
Even beyond the dreams.
Unknowing, unwary eyes keep searching for them.
Dreams are two dimensional
That makes it a notch below reality.
You never know the time,
Or how long, it carries you.
But you always hear its tick
Like the tears dripping from a deserted tunnel.
Dreams don’t wait for us
We can only wait for them
We breathe the ocean and the roses
But it takes us to the mountains and the forest.
And when we dream to dream,
We are like the sand dune impeding the wind.
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English Poems
അമ്മ (Mother)
അമ്മ
ആയിരം താരങ്ങൾ ഒന്നിച്ചുണരുന്ന
ആകാശമാണെന്റെ അമ്മ
അതിൽ-ഒത്തിരി സ്നേഹം തുളുംബുന്ന
ആവണി-തിങ്കളാണാ ഹൃദയം
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ആയിരം കാതമകലെ ഞാനേകനായി
അറിയാതെ ഓർമ്മകൾ ഈറനിൽ കുതിരവേ
കുളിർ-തെന്നലായി വന്നെന്നെ തൊട്ട് തഴുകുന്ന
നൈർമല്യ വാത്സല്യ-മാണെന്റെ അമ്മ
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ഉറങ്ങാത്ത രാവിന്റെ വ്യഥയിൽ
ഉണരാത്ത പകലിന്റെ നോവിൽ
നിറമാർന്ന നിഴലായി നിൽക്കും
വിറയാർന്ന വിരലാൽ തലോടും
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കനലായി എരിയും മനസിൽ
തോരാത്ത മഴയായി പൊഴിയും
അലിവായി അറിവായി ആനന്ദമായി
സ്നേഹാമൃതുമായി അണയുമെന്നമ്മ
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ഇരുളിന്റെ ചുവരിൽ ഞാൻ കോറിയ വരകളിൽ
എൻ നിശ്വസമറിയുന്ന അമ്മയെ
ആകാശപ്പറവകൾ ആയിരം ചേർന്നാലും
അതിലേതാണ് സ്വന്തമെന്നറിയും അമ്മയെ
അറിയാതെ-പൊയി ഞാനൊരായിരം വേളയിൽ
കാണാതെ പോയി അഹം-എന്നിൽ നുരയവേ
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ഇന്നീ രാവിൽ ആകാശ ദീപങ്ങൾ
കാർമേഘപാളിക്ക് പിന്നിൽ മറയുംബോൾ
അറിയാതടയുമെൻ മിഴികൾക്ക് മുന്നിൽ
തെളിയുന്നു... ആ മുഖം... എന്നെയും നോക്കി
My Mother is the sky
where thousands of stars wakeup instantaneously
Her heart is like the beautiful full moon
spilling love.
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Malayalam Poems
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